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buddhistbarbie @ 2004-10-31T15:30:00

2004-10-31T20:34:01Z

Everyone has one of these bloody things now. I don't understand why but whatever. I'll follow the damn trend. Today is Halloween and I am going trick or treating with my little brother and sister. It's going to be fun but..I'd much rather stay home and like ..sleep. Right now the two most annoying people are at my house.

Lamanuel and Glenn

My other computer is broken again. :( I can't figure out whats wrong with it. It starts up fine and everything but the settings are all fucked up and I can't use my mouse. I have to figure out what it is soon. I'm on my other computer for the time being though. Again. Frowny face.

HAR one POST a year!

2004-08-01T03:21:41Z

Err

2004-02-17T02:12:45Z

I never update this thing. Probably because my friends on this are also my friend from GJ. What to say on here that hasn't been said on that..uh..

Well, I uh ate some fish today. I really like fish? Why do I seem to always talk about food..I'm not fat really. Oh, that reminds me of a funny manga I was reading today called 'Girls Bravo' the alien is obsessed with foods. XD I luvs her. She's so funny. Oh, sad manga too. Lots of sad, sad manga.

Potatoes.

2004-02-13T04:08:02Z

They taste good.

Meh

2004-02-02T04:38:36Z

You know

people are worthless liars and we betray each other to much. The world is becoming much to cold. I don't think I want to play this game anymore. I'm ready to throw my chips in. Walk out that big glass door. I can't stand the sound of humanity. And the thought of never existing doesn't scare me at all.

I like apples.

2004-02-01T04:29:51Z

I'm so dizzy. I should probably be in bed but..no. Erm, I'm still sick. And the pills make me float. Yea, whatevah..x.x

My parents or whatever are gone for the night..whoo party at my house. Actually, no. I'm very scared right now. I don't wanna go out of my room and get some water but I am so freakin thirsty. Damn me and my childishness. >> Is that even a word? IT IS NOW. Spike, my iguana, is out there on the couch sleeping. And Rumpel is sleeping too. Fishey wake up so I can get some water! I hate being alone..

Faith

2004-01-30T17:01:14Z

Faithn 1: a strong belief in a supernatural power or powers that control human destiny; "he lost his faith but not his morality" [syn: religion, religious belief] 2: complete confidence in a person or plan etc; "he cherished the faith of a good woman"; "the doctor-patient relationship is based on trust" [syn: trust] 3: institution to express belief in a divine power; "he was raised in the Baptist religion"; "a member of his own faith contradicted him" [syn: religion] 4: loyalty or allegiance to a cause or a person; "keep the faith"; "they broke faith with their investors"

Trust\Trust\, v. t. [imp. & p. p. Trusted; p. pr. & vb. n. Trusting.] [OE. trusten, trosten. See Trust, n.] 1. To place confidence in; to rely on, to confide, or repose faith, in; as, we can not trust those who have deceived us.

Betrayv 1: reveal unintentionally; "Her smile betrayed her true feelings" [syn: bewray] 2: deliver to an enemy by treachery; "Judas sold Jesus"; "The spy betrayed his country" [syn: sell] 3: disappoint, prove undependable to; abandon, forsake; "His sense of smell failed him this time"; "His strength finally failed him"; "His children failed him in the crisis" [syn: fail] 4: be sexually unfaithful to one's partner in marriage; "She cheats on her husband"; "Might her husband be wandering?" [syn: cheat on, cheat, cuckold, wander] 5: give away information about somebody; "He told on his classmate who had cheated on the exam" [syn: denounce, tell on, give away, rat, grass, peach, shit, shop, snitch, stag] 6: cause someone to believe an untruth; "The insurance company deceived me when they told me they were covering my house" [syn: deceive, lead astray] [ant: undeceive]

Some clarifying needed to be done for those who are little slow in the understand department.

Wow, I think I've changed!

2004-01-30T02:28:03Z

Reading through my past posts I see how annoying I was. Jeez-o, I am sorry people. I hope my changes please you. OH AND DID YOU KNOW THAT in the spanish spirit the words I like do not exist! NO you say the apple is pleasing to me.

STUPID SUB.

Ah, that's another story. :P Visit my GJ for that one. lol

o.O

2004-01-30T00:10:05Z

HOLY CRAP I DO HAVE A LIVEJOURNAL! WHOOO THATS EXCITING.

^^

2003-05-08T01:30:49Z

Look, I am not all that is angst!

You're Tohru!

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lol, as if that proves ANYTHING! XD

o.o!

2003-05-05T02:12:26Z

Wow, this weekend was special. Got my mind off of a lot of things. (>>) Anywho, Saterday we went to this art show type thing on the trail. It was great because the artist were in there and they talked to us. There was some really, really good art in there. Plus..they complimented me. ^^ They told me I looked creative. Go me! Then, we walked around and looked in the shops in downtown Dunedin. Fun fun. Later, we went to the parade and Panda came and it was fun because I was loud and so I got lots of special time beads. XD And people were there or something and they wanted Panda. O.o! I saw my super duper band geek friend Kevin. Hah, good times. Then today we went to the zoo..because...we are a big huge family of like seven now. It was fun too. We saw lots of animals and...I really don't remember what they were >.o my memory prevails! But yea, it was fun because my little brother is cute. (lol) Then, we had to go to the park and have a picnic ..and made fun of Justin and Sylvia for bitchin' to much. XD My brother got sick. Night time activity was the best though. We went and saw the orchestra. It was beautiful. They rock so much arse. I loved it much much yes yes fun fun.
Crazy bums make Heather happy.
"That was fuckin' trippy!"
Oh..dear lord..the highlight of my night was a random bum just screamin' that.

Anywho.

See ya.

O.o;

-Heather-

Today should be named vent day.

2003-05-03T04:21:58Z

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<font face="times new roman" size"3"> You know what I hate? Idiots who become obsessed with any anime they see on Cartoon Network. Yea, you know. Like the people who are in love with Kenshin but don't know who Enishi is...or anything like that. Or the ones who buy the anime magizines and are like "Look it's blah blah" and go off on a rant about it ..but they only reason they know about it is because they saw it in that magizine and got it just because IT WAS IN A MAGIZINE. MOTHER FUCKER it pisses me off so much. If you're going to like anime try to watch something not ..on Cartoon Network. Do me a favor. God damnit.

..

2003-05-03T02:20:35Z

Just when things were getting good God looked down on me and said, "Hah! Yea..Heather happy? Please!" And threw a big stick at my head. Thanks you bastard. I appreciate it.
But you know what? I refuse to let this consume me. I refuse to let it break me down. I won't cry anymore. I will be stronger. So, you stupid dickhead, I'll take your fucking stick and throw it into the fire. Just hope for the best, you know? So fuck you. Fuck you for fucking me. Just when life looked brighter.

-Heather-

..I want me a nerd..

2003-05-01T03:03:17Z

I just realized that the perfect man is the ...loser. Oh yea. Skrew all you stupid popular bastards who think you have large peni. You don't. You cocks. It's only 4.5 inches of nothin' but nothin'. Little boy. You know who I am talking about. >> Yea you. Even if I did find me a good loser though..I'd be to scared to date. Lol This is why I will die alone.

In other news..pie is good. Yes siree..bob.

Anywho, this has absolutly nothing to do with the crap that was my day.

I have been told by a teacher that she things I need professional help. She thinks I have issues..and stuffs. She said she was going to call my mom to talk about it..I told my mom it only pissed her off.
And~ I had to scream at some useless boy again today. He drove my friend to tears and failed suicide attempts YET AGAIN. So, I, being the over protective friend that I am, stepped in [after she gave me permission] and pretty much screamed...mean things at him. :\ There is a time and a place for the bitch that is me. Tiff, aren't you happy I was there? Mhmmm yes indeed.

..

2003-04-30T02:46:03Z

I have tried to post three times already. The only thing I have to say now, as each other post was really long is, I made it into the art show and I hate..hate hate......things like this.

Oh lala!

2003-04-29T02:45:40Z

cold.. or are you?

Find out what bishonen you are.

Sexy indeed XD Look at that hot anime....[what the hell is wrong with me..] body. I wish I had the will to stay up..and watch...these episodes of things ;.; But alas...my eyes burn with sleep and my bed beckons..

Be strong Heather! Do it for...I wish I could make LJ icons..What the hell was that? My thought thingy is all messed up even.

God damnit Kisa, [><] answer my IMs!

-Heather-

...ugh.....

2003-04-28T02:33:06Z

Today has left me high and wanting. I feel like I'm standing on the jump for the bungee and no one is going to give me the coord. I am just so tempted to..go without it. Every little thing possible has gone wrong today. My coke exploded, my fanfiction wouldn't load right, the sites I try to visit all day are just like fuck you, these anime things I am downloading are taking forever, Zelda just about made me cry from the god damned frustration and ugh...Tony wouldn't leave me alone when I needed it the most. Now, I have like so much anxiety I just think I am going to explode. It's making me want to vomit. This seriously sucks..
>< Stop shaking Heather!

-Heather-

Hmm

2003-04-27T02:03:12Z

Today we went to the flea market and I got an egyptian style type dagger thingy. It's really pretty^^. Then~ we came home and I read some manga..and then I played Zelda..and then I got Mortal Kombat ..and played that with Tony. He kicked my ass. :\ I dun care though. Yep..and now my mom is telling me that I have to do the dishes. She should do the stupid dishes ...blah..
Achy crampy feeling in my chest. Something bad is about to happen. -.- God damn...me and my ...err knowing things.

-Heather-

blah

2003-04-26T00:20:56Z

Idiots, idiots, idiots..I live with a bunch of stupid IDIOTS. MY GOD..
Two more years...
Two..more..years..

>< rofl

2003-04-25T03:31:41Z

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Rofl..
I just couldn't help myself..::whipes tear::

O.o Uh..

2003-04-25T01:24:03Z

I feel like such a bitch. It's my mom's birthday tomorrow and I can't get her anything. Tom walked in today and asked me if I wanted to get her something and ..I was like, "With what money?" he said he'd buy it ..but that's like ...

Here I bought this ..now I give it to you to give to them to say it's from you even though you didn't buy it.
::sighs:: My birthday is coming up. For all of you who think that you have to buy me something..please don't. If you really want to make me happy or whatever just..I don't know..treat it like a normal day. I hate special attention. In fact, I won't even tell you the day that my birthday is on just to ..make sure no one does anything for me. Thanks.

I went to Paul B. Stevens. My god, I love those kids. I sang for them..I made one girl cry and like the entire school told me that they loved my singing. They won't me to sing for there graduation. I felt special. They kept singing me [sign language] the 'I love you.' thing. I met this one kid who I didn't feel bad for..but I could understand why he is like he is.
He's from Vietnam and his mom was in a refugee camp. Well, she died and so the kid had to live on the streets for a long time. Eventually they found him and made him move in with his dad..but I guess he didn't like it there so he kept running away. He's in a group home now. He has like..the ability to be in a normal school but his emotional problems don't let it happen. [He steals..etc] Like, he will be sitting there and just start crying for no reason. It's really sad.

Also, I am so sick and tired of idiots. You know, people who laugh at other misfortune. Like this for example:
One of the kids gave me a necklaces that they made and I went to show Tony. He looked at it and said, "What, did some little kid give that to you?"
I was a little bit...angry that he would say that because..it shouldn't matter so I just glared ...and was like, "Well..they had the mentality of a little kid. The mother was addicted to drugs when they were still ..in the womb." You know, expecting sympathy. No, the stupid fuck laughed. I explained that the person would be having seizures for the rest of his life and that they can never live normally and he laughed HARDER. Why? Because he's retarded and feels that ..sympathy shouldn't be wasted on people like that And then he claims to be so different from everyone else when...when I look around a listen to the people who feel the need to speak so loudly I can't ignore them all I hear is this ignorant babble spill from there mouths. It's enough to make me want to rip out there vocal cords and stick them..in places best not mentioned. I am so tired of trying to explain a sad situation to someone ..and having them laugh at the person..who I am talking about. Because if they were in that situation they would want someone to care and not laugh. How do I know? Because these people later come to me crying about how much there lifes suck. 'Oh but no I have to hold up this facade of being a badass' Blah, the mask doesn't fit you stupid fucks. I swear, if you can't function like a normal human being and feel some sort of compassion for something other then hate, blood, and death then spare me your words. I don't want to hear it anymore. I am trying to change myself. I am trying to be a positive person. I do NOT want to hear your negative babble anymore. God damnit..

-Heather-

Whoo!

2003-04-23T02:32:26Z

Mass amounts of happy! I just went through my mom's closet and found a pretty poka dot dress [black and white]! XD I know what I'M wearing to school tomorrow.

So Mary..

2003-04-22T22:31:24Z

Tomorrow I won't be online. Why? Because I am staying the night at my..grandmas! Wow! (Meaning I get to sleep in..mmm sleep..) Someone..please...record..Trigun and Inuyasha for me ;.; Love. ANYWHO. Thursday is going to exciting! I get to go Paul B. Stevens and sing for the kids. I had to pick a nice quiet song so I decided to pick
"Beautiful" By Cristina Aguilera.
I don't like her music but it was the first song that popped into my head when she said, "Sing a song." Because I had heard it earlier and so..it was done. This song is a pain in the ass to learn and my throat hurts. But oh well, it's all for the ..uh..kids and stuff. Yep. Have a nice day, I didn't I HATE SKIRTS AND MATT..WITH HIS CAMERAS..AND...AND....BAAAH

-Heather-

Hah, is this ..possible? >.o

2003-04-22T01:52:47Z

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Someone give Heather some glasses. O.o I need to be nerdah.

..Long days lead to long weeks...

2003-04-21T03:31:17Z

I am a huge loser. You know what my easter was? Most of it was me playing Zelda. Oh yes. Freakin' god. If I wasn't playing Zelda I was
Leading my small cousin around pointing at eggs
Being yelled at by my sister for 'breaking her CD player'
Trying to avoid human contact
AND - Eating. Because food = good.
Stupid spoiled sister, "Is that all I get?"
Yes, shut up or I will rape you your belongings and kick you to the streets.
I miss my little brother, he made me cry today.
"I wish we could stay here longer. I mean, we never get to see you. You should come back with us."
Goodbyes and hellos. This stupid pattern in my life. I wish I could kill it.
-Heather-

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